My stomach pressed againts my spine.
I told myself that I'd be fine.
But the next the I knew, I was looking at you.
I whispered your name and it triggered my brain.
My eyes sprung open, no one was here.
For the first time I was feeling more than unclear.
Right then left, but I still stumbled.
I tried to scream, but only mumbled.
I looked into hell through a floor that crumbled.
I fell to the ground where I only fumbled.
My legs were numb, but I was safe,
closed in the bathroom for everyone's sake.
Grabbing the counter for support,
I was wishing that I could avert and abort.
My face was yellow, my pupils were small.
My fading mind once again made me fall.
I knew I was dying, I said my goodbye,
I layed on the floor dazed and I cried.
Shaking more violently than ever before,
I was fighting, scratching, and kicking at the door.
I heard my demons calling from inside,
I wanted nothing more than to run and hide.
I didn't know it, but I won that fight,
that night was supposed to be the night that I died.