How is it?

How is it

that working, then partying

Can leave me

a bigger mass of aches

than a week of marching band?



How is it

that I was born and raised

Catholic

Yet I don't

understand or enjoy it?



How is it

that I can supposedly be

a poet

When I don't even

like poetry?



How is it

that someone constantly

tells me I'm pretty

But when I look in a mirror

I just don't see it?



How is it

that I can have

such a happy family

When most of my friends

don't?



How is it

that the kids

who are some of my closest friends

Are the only ones

that live too far away to visit?



How is it

that my best friend

the girl who has everything

Can't seem to just

be happy with herself?



How is it

that there are kids

whose friend I wish I could be

And I don't have the courage

to go ask to be included?



How is it

that the one guy

who says he cares for me

Is the one whose words

bring me to tears?



How is it

that those words

that make me cry

Would make any other girl

jump for joy?



How is it

that people praise me

for the things I do

But I never feel like

I deserve it?



How is it

that the guy I would love

to hold and be held in return by

Can be so content

with just being friends?

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Questioning my little corner of the world.

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