I died but nobody knows
I´m just like a blank
wanted I to accomplish my goals
but I sank
I died in the past
killed myself
I´ve burnt my chest
as my words were written on the shelf
I wonder if you remember
my face, my laugh
or were they vanished in september
and nothing is left
have I known the shore
did I have a wife
wanted I more
from my painfull life
I died at night
only now I can smile
no more reasons to fight
nor to live in denial
of my opportunities I can´t complain
i just wanted to kill me
life brought me pain
I hope death can heal me
I died on a dream,
or in a poem of the sea
I now can scream,
since im free
I died on a whisper,
on the blinking of an eye
now on I will not shiver
nor will I live a lie
how many years it took
for me to be me
find that eternal look
and fly like a bee
I died but now I breathe
for, now I have more air than I´ve ever had
this is what I need
no, I´m not sad
I used to look at the stars
and pretend it was okay
nobody could heal my scars
until my dying day
I died and made world better
gave it a light
wrote my last letter
and drew a perfect night
I died within the lines
created to pretend
I wasn´t stuck in the mines
and my pain had an end
my moon fails to shine
my heart, to beat
bloody wine
I only need heat
I died alone
having only my love
dreams now are gone,
dripping of my blood
I never gave nobody a rose
I´ve cut my inside
I´ll never kiss your nose
nor find out what you hide
I died on a clinic
I was too depressed
stood I for a minute
with my chest fully compressed
I wish I had someone
before slitting my throat
to be my sun,
to make me happy, to help me to float
I died in anger
searching for my glare
for you I was a stranger
and you dont care
I died on on the flames of the fire
I died when I spoke
choked you my desire,
but me you wanted to choke
I´ve dreamt of killing
because I wanted you by my side
confusing feeligns
I just wanted you to open your arms wide
I had been sick for a long time
but you couldnt see
commited I this crime
drowned myself ont he sea
I died, you killer!
you killed me that day
made me iller
saw I, than, a sky so gray
I could wish a kiss
and dream of a hug
from all things I´ll miss
none of them will be love
it´s not because it´s not real
nor because it´s bad
only because others coulnd´t feel
the love I had
I died because I´ve dreamt
of a beautiful girl
to her, letter I´ve sent
unfortunately, she was not from this world
at least she´d hug
and glance
she´d love me
and dance
I could touch her skin
I wouldn´t make her sad
she was a dream
dreams were all I had
was I a girl?
or a guy?
was I the world?
no, I was just a lie
I died though wasnt alive
I was just a ghost
I didn´t survive
the attack of what I loved the most
I never had a daughter
never will see someone grow
my life was a disorder
covered with a bloody snow
I died in the act of violence
people thought I was mad
they demanded my inside to be in silence
I chose to be dead
voices I´ll always hear
from a hurt lady
she screams and stumbles in fear
her pain made me
think and write
so I could look at her eyes,
feel alright,
but she was a star in the farthest skies
I died on my own trip
to paradise
saw your face while I was assleep
and I didnt wake up, what a surprise!
I died holding your hand
watching the wind blow your hair
I died on that wonderland
lighten by your glare