Eyelids heavy with crust
Brain engaged in activity that complains
Eye's follow lustfully the trail of beauty
Fingers scan textures for scriptures
I stumble over cracks my control subdued
Ideas by ten fold spill in old
They loot my energy
Now I must seek the exterior of the nucleus
For gaps that must be patched and healed and seen for real
Sitting on my hands waiting for life to hatch
Satan laughs and cries
it's a steal
I peel the rines off the fruit
To the core is space
Imaginative degenerative words fill my mouth
Lucrative and negative they are inclined to shout
Pinched by a fever that refuses to die
Holding it in until God himself can't comply
Implosion, sparks, smoke, fire
The caffeine ingested makes muscles wired
Yet brainwaves enter somewhat tired
I'd say I was happy if I were a liar
Tedious variables orbit reality and leave a smog
I peer through, but to no avail
Only a blur is seen for tears prevail
Like the beginning of a rising sun
Temporary clarity seeps in, sweet like hot buns
Soon the heat it emits will grow more intense
The indigenous creativity within is immense
How much longer will this persist
Is seeking the beginning of this small cyst
All the luggage I carry is rudimentary
I'm the clothing encased that feel's the world is scary
The course from which my steps are taken is from a source unknown
I'm looking down instead of for home
Dehydrating this ego till's it's height is equivalent to garden gnomes