what is goodbye?
who said that it was about,
whose right.
i don't have a soul on my side.
i don't need ur hand or anything.
because i just want to sit here alone.
someday you will stand in belief,
hearing the sound of the city,
as you're eyes trace my face.
only this time i just keep walking by.
maybe someday you will see,
what the fuck you did to me.
I never ever wanted this,
i didn't need to hear ur voice.
I'll run and hide and pretend this,
was all a dream.
because i know in the future,
you will never drop me a line.
i will be forbidden to your thoughts;
forbidden to your heart.
ill just keep running from the truth.
because im ok,
i have a roof over my head and im not dead.
I never ever wanted this,
i didn't need to hear ur voice.
I'll run and hide and pretend this,
was all a dream.
because i know in the future,
you will never drop me a line.
I'll never know what will come of me.
I live everyday without a life.
you're so close to me yet so far away.
the words will drip out of my mouth like,
the tears that i have shed, and the time spent.
I never ever wanted this,
but what would life be,
what street would i be dying on.
what poisons would be left.
i just want you to know if u ever see me.....
there's no way in hell i could walk by.
Just because friendship fades, it doesn't mean the love dies. Sometimes, it simply waits. People need a second chance...
-An Old Friend
you know life is funny about what type of people it sends into yours, it never thinks about what they will bring to you or your mental state or if they even will do any good for you. life sends you things , people,situatuions,and events not always allowing you to know what you will learn from it. people are meant to be in you life good or bad, some people are selffish and unawear of the angels in their presence. like girls who cheat(cough cough). you simply dont need people like that in your life or around you in any way.life is to short and to bittersweet to worry about people like that. surround yourself with angels just like you. hope these words and other words i have enlightened you with in the past help you deal with things that pop up in life. never forget i'm alwyas here. sometimes i just think its better for you to learn some things on your own, such as the other night. some people belong in your life, those who GENUINLY care about you.remember thoses people well PERSON.as always your writing gets better every time i read it. amazing writer your have become.life has given you alot,i hope you see and appreciate it all.--the night is young, as is life, untill the morning sun rises above the hills, remain asleep to live in your dreams, they make life livable--