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3-16-05

9:11 pm



I hate myself.

For letting you do this to me.

I knew it was coming.

Months and months ago..

Yet I continued to let you.

Drag me along.

Because I just kept hoping.

That this day would never come.

So now I hate myself.

For letting it happen.

And I just wish that I could hate you.

For doing this to me.

But I can’t.

Because I love you.

And that really sucks.

And leaves me stuck again.

Not knowing which way to go.

Not knowing how to get thru this all.

Yet again.

I just don’t know.

How many times.

I can pick myself up again.