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Febuary 2005

2-13-05

11:55 pm



I really don't know what to do with myself now.

You see today is the day.

The day that I have been waiting on.

Waiting for almost 4 years.

And now that is here.

I don't know what to do.

I am terrified.

My ever present excuse is gone.

I have nothing holding me back.

But myself.

And that is a big but.

I now have to face the world.

And I am afraid I will fail.

So therefore, I don't want to try.

But I have to.

And I am scared.

And I am alone.

I wasn't suppsoed to be alone.

Not this long.

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its a good and inspiring poem of your's..like its idea and the way you did perfectly..seems that you are a good poet.. and hope you write more to let the readers read.. and hope you will go through my poems too and like it... if yes then the comments will be respected from your side being a poetry friend... basically I am known as a peace wisher poet with 6 books published and let me shair one of my own famous say with you regarding peace... ((( a friendly smile is the best weapon of war to fight with...Afzal Shauq ))) and sure the is based on love and love is being omited by us the , the persons of literary world.... best of luck friend and waiting for hearing from you...