1-20-05
2:48 am
I look at you.
And smile.
You bring.
Such a simple joy.
To my heart.
A feeling of comfort.
A sense of belonging.
I do not know.
Why that is not enough for me.
I do not know.
Why I am so afraid of that.
I do not know.
Why I can't latch onto that.
I do not know.
Why I can't fall in love with you.
With him.
He is all I have ever wanted.
Just in the wrong package.
But maybe I just need to get over myself.
And learn that physical attractivness.
Isn't all it's cracked up to be.