1/05 Yoyo

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January 2005

5:22 am

1-15-05



You still haven't read them all.

I sent them to you forever ago.

But yet you don't care enough.

To even read it.

I wonder if you have even started reading.

The offering of my soul.

It doesn't even matter now.

If you read it or not.

Because everything has changed.

Everything is different.

It really makes no difference.

To me if you know now.

I have reached a point.

That I am just using you.

Yes I still say I love you.

the couple of times a month that we talk.

Becuase part of me does.

But then again.

Part of me always will.

You have never been.

All that I needed you to be.

I don't think you could ever be.

All that I need you to be.

So I have taken my needs.

And found someone that can be.

All that I need them to be.

So do me a favor.

And let me go.

Because I can't stand.

This yoyo ride anymore.

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