11-16-04
5:05 am
It is happening.
Just like I was afraid it would.
The closer she gets with Jade.
The further she pushes me away.
She knows we are drifting.
But she doesn’t want to stop it.
She knows that she loves me.
But she doesn’t do anything to show it.
She knows that it kills me.
But she doesn’t seem to care.
She just keeps getting closer.
And keeps pushing me away.
How long until I am out of the picture completely.
How much longer will I be ignored?
How much longer till she tosses me away.
Like all the rest have done to me.
How can she say she loves me?
And not want to see me.