11-3-04
6:33 pm
I have done it.
My indecision.
Has cost me everything.
Now instead of trying to figure out which.
I have lost them both.
So I give up on love.
I don’t want to feel it.
Because it just hurts too much.
It just causes too much pain.
I should have known this from the start.
I did know this.
But I thought they were different.
I guess I was wrong again.
Over and over again I am wrong.
So I accept my destiny,
To be alone.
Always and forever alone.
I guess I will just get used to it.