11/04-Indecision

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November 2004

11-3-04

6:33 pm



I have done it.

My indecision.

Has cost me everything.

Now instead of trying to figure out which.

I have lost them both.

So I give up on love.

I don’t want to feel it.

Because it just hurts too much.

It just causes too much pain.

I should have known this from the start.

I did know this.

But I thought they were different.

I guess I was wrong again.

Over and over again I am wrong.

So I accept my destiny,

To be alone.

Always and forever alone.

I guess I will just get used to it.

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