10-20-04
6:37 am
I lie in bed next to her at night.
I know I love her.
But I know I can't have her.
Yet while I am lieing next to her.
My thoughts are of you.
You are the only thing constant.
The one thing that has remained unchanged.
It's been a year now since we started talking.
Almost a year since we first met.
And yet somehow still you have my mind wrapped up in you.
And still you have eluded me.
Escaped the tender touch that I so desperatly want to give
you.
So what do I do now?
Where does this leave me?
Where do I go from here?