9-8-04
4:10 am
I can not sit here and cry anymore.
The pain is too much to bear alone.
No one knows that I am sitting here crying.
It doesn’t matter because no one would care.
And no one would do anything about it.
So I will go to bed now.
And cry myself to sleep one more night.
Always I tell myself just one more night.
One more night.
If I can make it thru just one more night.
I just don’t know how many more times.
I can make it thru just one more night.