9-8-04
3:23 am
How do you keep going on?
When all you want to do is stop.
It’s all happening so fast.
And yet nothing is happening at all.
I am stuck in the mud.
And it is quickly swallowing me whole.
My heart hurts.
My soul is tired.
My body is used up.
And I am just done.
I can no longer continue to live this life.
I can no longer continue to sink in the mud.
With just enough of my head left above.
So I can breathe and suffer longer.
I need to get out and I just don’t know how.