8-15-04
7:46 am
Do you realize?
What you are doing to me?
You say you need space.
At the time when you need someone the most.
You are reaching out.
But alas it is not for me.
So where does that leave me.
You don’t want me to talk to her.
But you are pushing me to her.
You know with C being sick.
That I can’t talk to her now.
You need your space.
J is the only one left.
The only one for me to talk to.
Not that she is well either.
But at least she is having trouble and reaching out.
Reaching out for me.
Instead of someone that broke her heart.
So where does this leave me?
Stuck in the middle of everyone else’s space.
So have your space.
But deal with what happens.
Because I need someone in my life now.
To share everything with.
Not just when they want to.