3-13-04
11:15 pm
Finale
My hands will never fall upon your skin.
My soul will continue searching for a place to call home.
My heart will continue to hunt for a safe place to grow.
My eyes will never see the unseen beauty of you.
This only hurts when I breathe.
I believe that I am meant to be with you.
I understand your commitments.
I hope to someday be everything you need.
I know that you have helped me search the scariest parts of me.
This only hurts when I breathe.
Was it a conquest?
Was it a change of heart?
Why didn�t you tell me?
Was it to overwhelming?
This only hurts when I breathe.
I know I am in love with you.
I know that it can�t happen.
I know that I want to give you everything I can.
I know that I trust you with all of me.
I know I can�t have you.
This only hurts when I breathe.
I know this has to happen this way.
I don�t like it but I am ok with it.
It hurts.
But I just want you to be happy.
I knew it was a possibility.