12-29-03
1:10 pm
I lie back in my chair and curl the blanket up to my chin
Crying as I watch your words scroll by on the screen
Crying as I listen to the cd I made for you
Crying as I lie back in my chair and feel the tears stream down my face.
Crying as I am dieing inside to have you take me in your arms.
Crying as I see you slipping from my fingers.
Crying as I desperately try to hold on to you.
Crying as I am dieing inside at the thought of losing you.
Crying as I curl the blanket up to my chin trying to imagine the warmth of it
as you.
Crying as I lie back in my chair watching your words scroll by.