12-28-03
4:01 pm
Why did I come here
Why do I try to get close to you when I know that you have troubles enough?
Why do I always fall for those that I know I can�t have?
Why do I have an overwhelming desire to just lay with you and hold you?
Why do I have an overwhelming desire to be close to you?
When I know that I can�t have that
Why do I trust you so much?
I have no reason to trust you
I also have no reason not to trust you
Why can�t I grasp the fact that I can�t have you?
You have a life a love of your own
Why do you want me?
Why do you need me in your life?
Aren�t I just complicating the situation?
Why am I in your life?
Is this another one of fates cruel tricks?
To bring an amazing woman into my life that I once again can�t have
Why does fate play such tricks on me?
Why do I always fall for the ones I can�t have?
And why this time does she have to be the person that I trust so much?
Am I the unknowing fool or am I the lover that cuts deep?
What is my position in this situation?
What do I do?
Should I just be happy for the time that we can spend together?
Should I just learn not to ask for more?
Should I just learn to enjoy the moments that we can steal?
Why has fate once again brought me to a cross roads in life that seems to
have to answer?
What the hell am I supposed to do?