12-2-03
6:44 pm
To cry
To cry.
Does it really release?
Does it open the floodgates?
Can you control it?
Why can a song bring me to tears?
Why does a phrase bring me tears?
Why can�t I control the gates of my emotions?
Why do they all want me at first and then back off?
Why was she willing and now she isn�t?
Why do I love those I know I can�t have?
Two weeks ago she was ready to jump me?
Now she doesn�t even want to meet in person.
How does that happen?
How do I lose them as fast as I can get them?
Why do I continue to fuck these things up?
I wonder what made her run?