1-29-04
5:55 am
What I wouldn�t do.
To be lying in your arms right now.
Instead of laying here listening to the pen scratch the paper.
To have your amazing eyes drinking in the visual feast before you.
Instead I lay here staring at your picture.
To have a slight smile come across your face as you look at me.
Instead I have the picture of you in my mind of you smiling as I walked up to
you.
To have you welcome me into your arms.
Instead only my imagination welcomes me.
To hold me there safely and tenderly.
Instead all I have is the safety of my fantasies.
To take me to your places and show me how to touch you.
Instead all I have are saved IM�s.
To let your body flow into mine as we melt into one.
Instead all I have are dreams.
To feel you as your body releases.
Instead all I have are my hopes.
Will the insteads ever be haves?