2-5-04
12:57 am
I just want to fuck the pain away.
I want to fuck until my mind can no longer process the pain.
I want to fuck and fuck until I am bloody.
Giving into a new physical pain
Not the pain that haunts me day after day.
Never letting go of its grip on me.
I want to fuck until I can no longer think.
I want to fuck myself to death.
I want fuck myself into an out of body experience.
I want to fuck and fuck and fuck.
I want angry fucking.
I want to vent and fuck until we both scream.
I want to fuck until the pain releases its claw on me.
I want out of this miserable fucking body.
I want to fuck fuck fuck the pain away.
(fuck the pain away)