Dad, since that day that you have passed away, the sun in my life has been replaced by dark clouds and rainy days. It feels like my whole world has been turned upside down and emotionally I can't seem to get my feet back on the ground. Every night I have same reocurring dream that your calling my phone and I pick up so happy to hear your voice but the only thing I hear is the sound of a lonely dial tone. On the mornings when the sun does rise and I open my eyes only thing on my mind is the thought of your demise. As I lay there so full of pain and sorrow, So choked up I can barely swallow. I try to wipe my teares away on my pillow but they still continue to flow, because I know I'm still going to have the same bad dream again tomorrow.