insomnia,
anorexia,
dying inside,
plans of suicide,
though i wonder,
does he deserve??
my eyes are swelled,
damned and blind,
i cant forget,
i didnt expect,
me, being refused!
and does he worth it???
toxicated by my pain~
teardrops falling, as the automn rain!
killed with the heart,
dying so slowly!
i wish to make it fast,
he made me lonely!
i\m dying inside,
he killed my dignity..
so does he deserve,
the pain in me????
oct-2005