Memories are fading~
through the night!
sad and hurt~
feelings are breaking~
my heartbeats faking~
my heart is shaking~
as i continue to say " i'm alright!"
i try to forget~
that it was "love"~
filled with regret~
i cry that dove!
sad and hurt~
feelins breaking~
my heartbeats faking~
my heart is shaking~
as i continue to say " i'm alright!"
i'm dying inside~
my heart is empty~
i'm hurting my mind~
i cant think with clarity!
i do LOVE HIM~
and i do NOT!
i wish i'd kill him~
but i can NOT!
my heart lives for him~
my heart is BLUNT!
i'm only empty~
i'm dying so slow~
am i that guilty?
am i a fool?
bacause i love him~
i'm feeling too low!
he killed my dignity~
he killed my soul!!
3/sep/2005
I Know the feeling
i feel this way now.