"F*ck OFF!"

One sweet day, in december

a handsome guy walked me home

that day in details, i remember

he made me feel, he loves me so

he didnt say it

he didnt show it

he made me feel it, through his soul

days have passed and i loved him too

but never said, i love you too

until the time have simply come

he proved he is my only one

and only then i became his LIFE

infront of GOD i became his wife

and things were perfect for a while

never knew it was an act, or a lie!

i thought its perfect, the love he gave

now i regret, the way i loved him with my heart

to stop that love, i am NOT brave

it Kills my soul, the love in me to stop i cant

still its pouring in like a waterfall

while from that edge, he pushed me to FALL

he killed my heart with his words

he killed my pride with his deeds

where the hell was my brain?

how could i tolerate such PAIN?

i curse my life, i curse my luck

dead ?? ... alive?? what the fuck!

i dont care for me anymore

i dont care for me anymore

and i cant return like before

i cant pretend and i cant ignore

i'm so damn sad, my self i abhore!

does he deserve the tears i cried?

does he deserve, the times i DIED?

he made me feel so damn worthless

now all i say, seems so pointless

i do promise i will forget

the love i gave, i DO regret

i would write until i fade

but the pain in me will be the same

it'll keep me cry on my bed

this love he gave, was only a GAME

I will forget you oneday soon

and the scars in me MUST reborn

I'll never forget the PAIN you caused

i promise YOU, NEVER AGAIN YOU SHALL BE CLOSE

Author's Notes/Comments: 

i hate you M.M!

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