One sweet day, in december
a handsome guy walked me home
that day in details, i remember
he made me feel, he loves me so
he didnt say it
he didnt show it
he made me feel it, through his soul
days have passed and i loved him too
but never said, i love you too
until the time have simply come
he proved he is my only one
and only then i became his LIFE
infront of GOD i became his wife
and things were perfect for a while
never knew it was an act, or a lie!
i thought its perfect, the love he gave
now i regret, the way i loved him with my heart
to stop that love, i am NOT brave
it Kills my soul, the love in me to stop i cant
still its pouring in like a waterfall
while from that edge, he pushed me to FALL
he killed my heart with his words
he killed my pride with his deeds
where the hell was my brain?
how could i tolerate such PAIN?
i curse my life, i curse my luck
dead ?? ... alive?? what the fuck!
i dont care for me anymore
i dont care for me anymore
and i cant return like before
i cant pretend and i cant ignore
i'm so damn sad, my self i abhore!
does he deserve the tears i cried?
does he deserve, the times i DIED?
he made me feel so damn worthless
now all i say, seems so pointless
i do promise i will forget
the love i gave, i DO regret
i would write until i fade
but the pain in me will be the same
it'll keep me cry on my bed
this love he gave, was only a GAME
I will forget you oneday soon
and the scars in me MUST reborn
I'll never forget the PAIN you caused
i promise YOU, NEVER AGAIN YOU SHALL BE CLOSE