"sad!"

everyday I wonder~

In love would i fall?

today i surrender~

I'll wonder no more!



Infatuation, or even care~

I should never feel,

i should never flare~

why the hell~I feel fear?



I feel to cry~

and I almost will!

I wish to die,

and I truly know~

i one day will!



do i need luck?

I'll never get It!

I'm deeply shocked,

i admit it!



my heart just hurts me,

It badly affects me~

I wish I'd know~

why the hell am i so sad!

why dos life,

treat me this bad?



unanswered questions~ as every night,

love~ happiness~ all are Illusions~all are lies!

the Illusion i see in every picture,

I no more capture in my sIght!

yes~ i stIll wonder~ why am I so sad?

why am i alive? why am i so blind?

everythIng is killing me~ deep to core!

no~ i don't need a doctor~

cause it more than deep, It reached the soul,

i don't need a psychIatrIc, no the hell, i need no doctor,

i already am fIlled with pathetic sore,

all i need, is to wonder~ NO MORE!



The end

12\6\05

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