why would i make a wish~
if it'll never come true?
why would i hope~
if hope had died?
why would i love~
if love is him?
why is happiness~
connected to him?
why with tears~
i spend the nights?
why would i think~
happiness would come?
while with sadness~
i lived and died!
THE END
25\3\2005
Author's Notes/Comments:
you know, everyone has his own deep thoughts, his wishes,, i've never made a wish and it came true, they all turn into ashes which hurts too bad,, it kills the hope that i hold on to,, i just feel like everything is tearing to parts, i'm tearing to parts... i wish this only one single wish that i have made would come true.... i dont want anything from the world but this... though as i'm sure it wont come into real, i no longer have to make any wishes... i just hate it, i just hate what i'm feeling.. i'm just HOPELESS!.
