Within that gloomy night;
Moon light was shining bright
While with gray clouds;
Covered it was!
Light was blazing high
Through that empty sky
Opening to me an imaginary world
To where I can run~
To where from heart breaks I can hide…
I tried to see what’s far away
Though deep in me
Think of what’s in there made me afraid!
And inside all that
I had a special contact
With a lonely star
Drowning in that empty sky!
It talked strait to my heart
And courage me to go that far
So to that world of dreams I ran fast!
I saw my only love; walking around
I know to me his eyes belonged
Though what they said I couldn’t understand!
I just couldn’t keep my eyes with his
That magical connection made me blind!
Though through all that darkness
It took me high
It was more than influence
beside angels I felt I flied!
Questions are coming back again
It was a shock… falling out of that dream!
Again I ask, “Did I run?”
“Or did I let all that love sneak in??”
Why if I need him that much I hate to admit it?
Why if I love him so much can’t I just say it?
Is my heart with love really touched?
Or does it only happen when hearing his name?
While looking to him do I get blushed?
or is it the sunshine what colors me the same?
Why infatuation I can’t face?>
If it’s not really love;
Why when he appears in my heart I feel a race?
Why someone else can’t I notice?
Or admire?
Why when he comes I feel that way?
Why when he comes I feel better?
Why capturing words became a phase?
While in real, no words were said
Though deep in me it was raining words!!
I know to me he something did;
But even so; whatever it was
I’m glad for real what he did will never make me shed
I’m glad it’s the only truth
That in my life it’ll play a role
The only truth
I’ll be happy~
To live for…
15/May/2004----06:14:43pm