pain is killing my heart slowly
i cant take it any more
its getting on my feeling only
and it hurts me more and more
i badly want to cry
i wish i can throw my heart away
as of life i want to hide . . .
i cant feel or live as i used to befor
every day i feel it worst
digging in my heart,
in my mind
digging my soul inside
i cant remember
i cant even recover
what i was and what i always wanted to be
thats why for now, i'll surrender
i wish in love i'm not blind, i wish i can see
it's too hard to feel what i do
i hate it but i love him so...
that's why away of him i cant go
i just wish~
to forget him
why did i love him
i wish i'd know the reason
i wish i'd go on
without him~
without his love
couse for me~
he's so sweet
while in fact~
he's the poison;
killing ME....
THE END
19\aug\2003