i was looking for you;
here and there~
because i madly love you;
i swear!
i remember when i was there,
stairing to the sky,
trees around me; everywhere,
his name; stars brightly shone and made it clear!
and sky didnt seem that wide~
when with my love it was compared!
shining wasnt that bright~
when with my love it was compared!
i lived the absence of the light~
without that love to be compared!
while gazing there,
i knew you are the one with whome~
my life i dreamt to share!
i wanted to give you more than care,
i fly everytime to me you stare.
and at the time to me you smile~
i wish to hold you as you are mine~
and it kills me badly cause i cant!
as day by day i watch the fall,
i watch the rise,
i dream of you~
of your smile~
of you laughter~
of your eyes!
whenever i look to you i realize,
that i love you so~
that i adore you~
because love grows;
these are not lies!
all i feel now, is some sweet fear,
its so beautiful the way i feel,
but fear of losing is hurting me,
feeling love as it was real,
but fear of losing keeps hurting me.
THE END
16\jan\2003