"HOW could I???"

i've been sitting here~

for so long;

drowning in my sadness~

thinking of the treasure i left behind.

crymson dreams, your black wide eyes,

they shone like stars,

it filled with gladnees,

but killed me bad!



eyes whispering,

my heart beating,

and calling your name!



how could i~

leave you behind?

how could i~run

away so blind?



my heart is screaming,

laughter disappearing,

i'm no longer dreaming,

this killed me bad!



how could i~

stop my teardrops;

of dancing in my eyes?

how could i~

drop my feelings;

of floating in my heart?

how could i~

forgive my self;

for making those lies?

this killed me bad!



how could i~

forget you?

how could i~

live the lie?

how could i~

forget the days;

we one day had?

how could i~run

away holding my heart?

how could i~dare

and leave you behind?

this killed me bad!



how could i~

forget my life?

how could i~

feel alive?

how could i~

live the life;

without you be my side?

how could i~

ignore the love;

which made me alive?

i'm killed too bad!



The end

3\feb\2003


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