My Trembling happiness...
Every time I think of you, I have no valid reason but I bite my lower lip... And every time I bite my lip I think of you! As if you, and the spontaneous lip biting of mine are somehow connected! And then this strange feeling embraces my heart.. An electrical impulse running through my veins; Descends from my heart down to my little toes!
What is it that you do to me?
This inspiration of love.. As if I am desperate to love you.. In every way that's possible! Or is it just my need to love, and be loved???
I remember the first time we were not friends anymore... When our friendship transformed to something bigger... An arrangement.. Or so I thought .. And then all this rush of adrenaline made me someone else! Something .. Else!!! It didn't just transform what was between us.. It transformed me completely! I became so self conscious of feelings I was always scared to let through.. I still can't justify the way I was trembling! Was I stressed out? Afraid? Anxious? Happy? Out of control??? Why did I let me fall into you? Why did I not say no when you kissed me? Why did I kiss back? Oh those sweet lips of yours I adore! Your black blazing eyes... Your cheek bones ... The beard I hate yet I love the most! How could I not love you? You're everything I never wanted yet I want so much!