I walk through the same door again
And I know I have seen this room before
I am traveling in circles, without an end
That explains my reluctance to walk through this door
So I stand on the threshold
Waiting to see if I must enter
Since I despise its floor that’s persistently cold
And I know what my fate will be
Once I reach the center
I beg for the door to shut,
Sending me back in the prior direction
And from there I return to the repetition
Knowing the return is inevitable
I turn to run back to my home
Only to find it is vacant
While in denial, I roam
And look for pieces of hope that’s distant
I lay in its emptiness,
Speaking into the distance
Though I know communication is hopeless
When one is gone in an instant
I beg and I plead into the void
Hoping for some reaction
Yet all I hear is the white noise
And I know I must turn in the next direction
Defeated, I drag my feet back to that notorious door
And step over the welcoming threshold
I reach the center, growing sore
Knowing I must stay there till I am no longer cold
But when I leave this space,
I never say goodbye. Because I know I will see it again soon.