What is there to change
When all exhaustion bleeds out
But not the tar that drives it
How does the inner move forward
With that residue melting and pausing all within
I’d like to learn how to cut myself
From the inside out
And finally have that black debris
Bleed out it’s well-deserved exhaustion
But sometime’s I’m afraid
That the thickness of its body
Is the very foundation
On which my system runs
The duration of its time, however
Has been spent pooled
Only leaking faintly
And giving permission
For its host to keep living
But now the pool has trickled down
Through every curve and vein
It swallows me whole
On the surface I cut to bleed it out
But all that bleeds is my own exhaustion
I’m starting to worry
That I’ll have to accept its potential success
And my final, severe defeat
Only when I finally bleed so deep
That all that’s left is its residue and residence
Your not alone. Wer'e all
Your not alone. Wer'e all connected. Never surrender.