TEARS DROP.
Give me an electric guitar and I shall light up the sky!
Waiting for something to happen, but I feel so good,
I wonder and then again, I would lies,
If I did not know why my haemoglobins glow in the dark!
I am so far I sometimes wonder if I shall ever comeback.
But for what?
That the question who has been ra ttlingthe back of my mind!
Reality taste rather bitter and has no colours,
Just a plain texture, fill with the same pattern!
As I draw on the kitchen table!
Remember me mummy,
I was so quiet then, I would never say a word,
I was almost deaf to the screams,
And my silence was so loud inside me!
I wish I could have stand up, but I was only a child!
So I kept drawing stars,
In a black sky, multicolour stars,
Perfect on the paper,
Proud I would give the same sketches to my teachers,
I wonder if they knew, the meaning of those?
Each ones was a words,
I kept silence, while I try to loose my vision,
I truly live like some creeple child,
No visual concept, no voice, no ears…
I though this would last forever!
Looking back, I was already lost in my world,
Mystical and magic.
While all along we were under the treat of his brutality!
I knew so young to keep secrets,
But secrets kills is it not true mummy?
Look at me now!
Oh yes, I have never left this garden,
As a matter of fact, I hold the keys tightly,
And once in a while, I open the gates of hell,
To invite more macabre vices!
So many have try and falls,
To the sense of my sweet orchids!
Feast for the eyes, man eaters…
I never wanted this,
but how can I bring the sun where laid my bones?
Can’t you see I am still a child?
The same one, who would draw stars,
In the darkness I live for ten years.
It was so lonely, I lost myself so often!
Screaming for help….
So I learn to make this wild garden,
A place of love, a peculiar feeling indeed,
Guilty, I guess as sins,
But sins was the blessing,
Who run upon my forehead!
And today, I finally manage to let the rusty doors wide open,
And for eternity it shall be that way!
I trust the hand that will catch me
And call my name,
To take me over the other side!
It would be easy to call it: love.
But I know better!
Sadly, it hurt to think of the word,
The slow decline, maybe?
After all, what has he left me with…?
I look for to the end of the rain,
Tears drop upon my empty bed,
Like not so long, kisses felt from heaven,
Tonight is like any other nights, unbearable!
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