Poetic words flow
Graphite on paper
And I just know
That they could be a rapier
Piercing a friends heart
And yet I don’t stop
I know it’s not smart
But I can’t stop
Never knew who I really am
Never knew if I fit in
Wanted to have it all
But everyday I would fall
Always thought I should be cool
God, I was such a fool
To think that rank mattered
To think that they mattered
Now no matter how I try
They always manage to make me cry
It’s depressing
It’s compressing
Me into a jangled mess
Confusing every single guess
Releasing all my fears and terrors
Onto blank white sheets
Poetic words flow
Graphite on paper
And I just know
That they could be a rapier
Piercing a friends heart
And yet I don’t stop
I know it’s not smart
But I can’t stop
I might be getting back at them
With these words of anger
But then again
It could just be depression
Speaking words to my friends
Words never heard except in my head
Words that express deep pain
I think I’m going insane
Hidden in my music
My poetry, my stories
I disappear into another world
The words twisted and twirled
Floating around me
Filling my aura
They set me free
Make me happy
Poetic words flow
Graphite on paper
And I just know
That they could be a rapier
Piercing a friends heart
And yet I don’t stop
I know it’s not smart
But I can’t stop