I've tried so hard
To fix all your worries
And I've cried so hard
Over all your stupid little problems
And through all this
I've been oblivious
I didn't realize
My world was crumbling!
Do they realize, I wonder
How hard I try for them
Do they realize, I wonder
What I have given up for them
Everything I have done to make them happy
Every time I have lied to make them happy
Do they realize, I wonder
You never seemed to realize
Your problems have trumped mine
But I never realized
All this time!
That they are just pretending
I think I've entered the masquerade!
And they keep smiling
I always believed in their parade!
How could I have not noticed?
Am I really that dense?
Why did I see it so perfect?
When really it was screwed up,
I guess that's my fate
Listening to the hate
Created by those around me
Those I love
Do they realize, I wonder
How hard I try for them
Do they realize, I wonder
What I have given up for them
Everything I have done to make them happy
Every time I have lied to make them happy
Do they realize, I wonder
I hide and pray that all would be fine
But you all continue to get into deeper shit
I can only help you to a point
Remember this
Some people will put their friends before themselves
But I have learned the pain or forgetting yourself
So I will help to a point
But leave me out of it
I can get into deep shit
But I've found myself saving myself
By trying to save you
But I can't do this
I'm too tired of problems
Of consolers and parents
Of crying and pain
So I'm so sorry
I can't deal anymore