The needle

I didn't miss the opportunity I simply shut the window

For if I succeed joy will hold me hostage

As one attempts to communicate the door I close

And the surface is all that exists as if 2 diminesional

I look with old eyes, the rocks shine bright

They're low to the ground like me

I want to cry

Yet I refuse, for it will only tighten the noose

creative juices dissipate for I sit in a gray room that doesn't stimulate

Lurking within the confines of doubt that houses a crow

Squawks in the presence of its host

The low's of the day are creeping into play as an opportunity arises 

Oh I crave...

I really crave

My heart says YES

My muscles

Say nay....Another day maybe...I'll say

Perhaps it won't come

A part of me hopes for 

I think that part of me is young

That is the needle I fail to dispose

I'm under the impression it's essential and it's how I grow

 

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