Anonymous
Darkness creeps into the stalking that hang over the ice residing in my chest
I look for answers from a locked chest
And I can't help but think this torture will never rest
My permit to this hell is invisible
like a ghost
It haunts me with it's subtle presense
My reason is tarnished by the scorches of the past
History taps into the bloodstream...less vivid each day
But the emotional chaos memory bank still very much remains
There's no escape
These nights are followed by demons who preach sermons of lies, followed by the blind
we create our own demise, I cannot contrive of logic behind any of this
My heart continues to pound
The result of longing for another experience
My message is insignificant
For it's spoken through pain
Sometimes I feel so heavy with guilt
That I hope for a mental crane
My love speaks only with resistance
After seemingly eternity the same intensity is insisted
Reaching for the sun only to realize it's too high, not too hot
I sigh, and than weep internally, as broken shards fall eternally
There's no might in me left to keep taking steps in this direction
So I will stand alone in silence, and find what scraps are in me
that have yet to be undressed.