The hate and hurt within your heart
Only expressed through your abuse
Sleeping and crying while your kids dyed inside
Why did you do this to me?
I know it hurt but you could never move on.
The typical American family gone wrong
We were all affected
All of us but you.
Now I take this hurt out upon myself
I have no kids to abuse, like you.
Memories of an angry childhood
And never being good enough
Memories from inside a closet
My brother screaming for mercy
From the pain you generously distributed to all
And me, crying.
Dear mother, why did you do this to me.
I can no longer sleep at night
Constantly reminded of the shit you put me through
Your hate, seeping into my veins
A battle not even I could win.
A wooden spoon to my face could only throw me down.
I wish you would have let me die.
Abortion would have saved my life..
Nightmares and cigarettes
Create the wreck that is now me.
Your daughter wants to die.
Your daughter wants to die.
You said that I needed it,
But I just needed to defeat it.
It being you.
But now I’m left with nothing.
Running from you took me nowhere
The only thing I could think to do
But how is a child like me
Supposed to escape a monster like you?