I don't know where you came from
But back home I used to be someone
Haven't eaten for a couple of days
I see sounds as colors, after too many kegs
And on visions of what just what might be
Never see ever be truncated infinitely
Add it all up and it doesn't make sense
Subtract it all down, it's numerically dense
Not sleeping no sleeping not tired or down
Feel alive so alive I am the same as every noun
Out spoken so token that I concentrate more
Less token so taken but they keep keeping score
Like a weekend vampire from New Hampshire never liked to taste blood
Cleanest white kid never right kid that's been drug through the mud
Empirically speaking lost my senses they jumped the fences back a ways
Self-atrophic body coped it losing weight again for days
Hands are shaking, sun baking lost reactions in store
What of reason, back to treason lying laid out on the floor
Add me all up and subtract me all down
I will wear this face and bear this: eyes that tear through cap and gown
Messing with my system attacked blitzed them staying way past my prime
Never need them no freedom body shaken hooked on line
Minus feeling baited stealing head reeling down the line
subtracted motions no devotions but to be in lives of nine
Catalytic though I missed it hollow twisted up I thrive
A day eternal solar-plexus sternal through it all I am alive
And a day by the way of trading sleep for living
Is like Robin Hooding death that never turned to giving
And a night through which I fight to calm my beating heart
Is to swallow once and follow punch after punch spinning off the chart
I have turned and spurned and lifted the veil and seeing is believing nothings there
I subtracted mere seconds yet added life beckons; life checks on all my cares
In the span of hours my powers were gifted and lifted and taken and crashed halting
I alone threw stick and stone crossed my own line of faulting
Subtracted, all weak and small, trading dreams for nightmares while eyes wide
I sold what soul I told had strolled off then my life been tried
To the incubus I curse and piss on cradles and graves' new births
Dug deep in sheets I creep towards sleep to unearth my mystic worth
Dizzy spinning heartbeat winning going to bed but not to sleep
Never dreaming head is teeming forehead steaming not to keep
Vital signs as signaled rhymes lessened impact traitor's blow
Now I felt this as I dealt this kiss of fate for now I know:
I will add. I will subtract.
I don't decide what I get back