I'm so afraid to give things up
holding near what means the least
my priorities are fucked
reorganization is up to me
as much as I've rebelled
refused to swallow their tasteless lies
I still drown in their world
mother, father hear my cries
attempts best made
with lesser expectations
progress achieved
through steps unseen
cause and effect all the same
my tiny steps bring me closer to my name
the future mine
the past be known
the path is work
of this i'm sure
please challenge me for sanity
ready me for ecstacy
I want to rise
to see the light
untrain my eyes
for greater sight
the disaster here I will leave behind
my fears and lust and concubines
set free
endless entity
the will be done
made one from one