I feel so sick and sweet
I see no way for quick retreat
so I stand and fight my own oppressive intellect
a grinding halt to all the progress made
comes with one quick slash of the cupids blade
I start anew
the fight has just begun
entangled in the web of a black widows sligh deceit
truth opening upon me like a deadly bloom
as I suffocate upon the petals shoved in my mouth
I see no reason in dreaming of the day I am at rest
let it go I must
take it as a grain of sand
trapped in an oysters embrace
forming pallid beauty
now a weapon for distaste