cacophonous screaming
desecrated dreams
feudal changes in me
I am still but I see
I see inside of me
a heartfelt malady
a questing for a new disease
so I can heal myself
and I could reveal myself to me
that is my heartfelt malady
succumb to altercation
passivist mistake born hatred
I come to an enemy of what I always needed
wanting more from nothing
needing all but suffering
and suffering is what I seek
I need to reassess
and I need to reexpress my world
the cure is in my hollow