sober me and i'm melting
reality a half hearted slap in the face
my revenge...
full blown passivism
whiplash headaches never equal stolen muscles
discarded truth and ignored honesty
something real is free at first but I would rather pay a bill and know what i'm paying for in the end
this relentless fight to stay surreal in a struggle with feelings to real to bare my teeth at and gnash or gnaw away
this sublime experience
melancholic and unfair strengthening the desire for fortitude
a safety structure to hide away frailty and emotional unrest
dead to the girl who stabs a heart so true
dead to the girl who comforts a heart so blue and lifeless
dead to the girl who kissed the heart and sent it home
dead to the girl who craved the heart and let it go
so dead to myself i'm you