I need to transform this
give way to something pure
I need to admit the truth
to find the one who's true
these things in life are hard
tedious denouements
but in my strength I find
a way to make it right
I lost so many things
I felt the pain you breed
I cried through sleepless nights
I can't do that anymore.....
anymore...
no more indemnities
I found a better way
I will be better now (reduce this quaint decay)
no more surprise defeats
no more acts of need
I will feel new again (that new growth in me)
[I will not let you get rid of me
you are a slave to my disease
you are so much weaker than my weapons...
you can't shake me
you can't fade me
you can't deny me
you can't resist
you can't save yourself
you can't live without
you can't get rid of me...]
I am so much stronger than your petty slavery
I am not a puppet of your disease
your lies are but a mockery
you will not exist I will be pure
you can't crack the strength of a martyr
I will not give in I will conquer
the state of decay my life is under
I will now resist and push forward
destroy you accursed and abhorred
my persistence will kill your disease
[remember the pure love
remember the feeling
remember what you need
remember desire
remember true strength
remember happiness
please don't deny
your love will save us
and I see you slipping falling into my arms
and I feel you gripping onto that want and need
and I know your reaching out to be comforted and pacified
I am your loving hand let me remain you need me]
I need a way out of this pit
of desparity and weakness (I must survive)
I need a way out of this pit
your beligerent sickness (I will survive)
I need a way out of this pit
your innefectual tricks (I must arise)
I need a way out of this shit
your dagger teeth and talon grip (I shall arise)
(and here in the end I find it all
the sight to see through
the strength to say goodbye
the will to die to you
and carry on)