I look at my scars and see a roadmap of sorrow
sorrow forged from a former ecstacy
ecstacy from a time when two was one
one for such a brief period
a period of hopefulness and happiness
happiness laced with doubt and trepidation
trepidation born from past circumstances
circumstances from which I have yet to heal
heal I shall in these times of introspection
introspection being oft unkind and lonely
lonely in this hole I dug for myself
myself being the only creator of I
I being the one who needs rebuilding
rebuilding faculties lost in flight
flight from the truth of my being
being as one all alone
alone and utterly devoid of hope
hope for two to be one
one for eternity
eternity of ecstacy
ecstacy caressing memories of sorrow
sorrow still here beside me