a frozen heart beats
durable yet soft and melting
pumping blood rapidly
rivers flowing underneath the consciousness
lungs filling laboriously
a breath of relapsed desperation
pushing molecules of pain through veins
like tiny fingers scratching beneath the surface
mouth opening quietly
quickly
the mandible of iron purity severing impatience
speaking aloud
detailed accounts of dimming frustration
I am no longer sovereign to the magnets fool
and as I see
dire need entails rebuilding solitude
a loneliness
emblazoned on a shoulder proud
and as a reward a peak of lasting imperfection
time goes by along with the ticking delay of reperation
lack of breath
sour
cold in reborn stillness
sight dim with shadows old
gathering fickle webs
spinning together intuition
drawing forth a bit of insight
planting seeds for this
a new flower blooming purposefully
this spider does its job
weaving times shroud of ambiguity
a cloak of sacred screams
a new mind for futures lost in past
in a body bent on forward
a gaze averted starward
seeking truth in the sky
a surge of positive knowing inflaming
flames burning away the old
leaving a new knowing