dissipated memories
save the internal speech from me
hearfelt apathy
no pity for a selves disease
create in me a resting place for greed
unburdeoning the righteous thieves
no rest for my misdeeds
arrested for my tedious unsettled wagers
betting me that I can't defeat my beast
the desire won in ecstacy
released upon unwilling dreams
msnifesting the unseen powers of the everything
the phoenix
born in my eyes unsane
the fire lights the darkest day
hours in and out of time
restraining wit
retaining mind
my indigent relapse of mine