I lost you in my sleep
but it's really a nightmare of which I speak
screams
moans
terrible silence beckoning you home
did I ask for you to leave me alone?
I don't remember
like some bitter tragedy
played out in slow motion
I am left with this inner commotion
unhealthily pouring out my emotion
I crawl
searching
your still not there
but it is so hard to see in this darkness
so I look again
knowing anyway
that your not here
I'm alone
again
not even the nightmare left
just me and my scars
bleeding inwards now
burning and itching
I try to scratch your memory away